Complaining

I hate it when people try to complain about you complain. There's always someone who wanna say oh you have a small problem but people over here is going through this! But the thing is I don't give a fuck what the people over there is going through, they can complain about their problems to. I mean I know there's worst things going on in the world but don't fucking come down on me as if I don't have the right to feel how I feel.

Shit like that piss me off, I mean let's say I didn't complain about the things in life that pisses me off or just fuck up my day in general; and let's say I kept it all in and said nothing about it, please tell me what would that help. Would it make the people in Haiti's life different? Make them be better off then they are now? Would it go back in time and help the Jews when they were being enslaved, slaughtered and devastated? Would it cross the seas to Africa and assist the men who have to kill their families before being killed themselves?

No.

Now let's go even further. Let's say someone is just complaining about everything, let's say they broke up with their girlfriend, let's say they lost 10 dollars or they fell and hurt their leg. And then they complained about it "Oh I can't believe she's gone" "Damn I have no money I need a job" "Shit my knee is fucked up". After all that looking back on what they said, point out what's bad about the things they've said? To me all I see is them getting the thing that's bothering off their chest in order to pave the way to feeling better.

What if someone has some major shit bothering them but keep it inside since they don't want people to know. What if so many people don't give a fuck about how you feel and telling you that you should get over and be grateful of what you got and grateful your living. Do you think that really helps? Do you think a teenage girl who feels down about herself and constantly throws up to fit a image she can't achieve wanna hear that? Or the one kid who's addicted to drugs since he couldn't stand watching his father beat his mother? Or how about the quiet kid who has bruises hidden up under his hoodie after fighting with his father? I mean the list goes on and when these people hold this shit in their in danger of committing suicide and getting NO help at all.

How do I know? Cause I was in those shoes and I don't give a fuck if people know and I don't give a fuck what people gotta say about it. YES I'M GOING TO FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT IT AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE BITCH STOP ME. Cause right about now I don't give a fuck. I watch my father fight my mom and I watched her cry. I've fought my father several times myself, I've been stomped into ice in the middle of the night and chased down the street to the point my feet bleed. And I worry that when I go off to college the shit might start again only I won't be there for my little brother, sister or mom. I had a aneurysm in my brain and I was worry about dying, suffering from massive migraines in danger of dying any day just from it bursting and I'm grateful ass FUCK that it went away and I was able to get past that. And most people don't know this shit!

And don't think it stop there no my list goes on and yes THERE is people who go through worst but don't come to me talking shit saying that what I went through what I go through and WHAT'S HEADING MY WAY IN THE FUTURE isn't shit when compared to some one else's problem. If you feel that way just get the fuck away from me.