Self Esteem

My self esteem is really low. I have trouble taking jokes. I mean I can fit in and joke around and such but sometimes I just don't be in the mood for all of it. I just don't feel like explaining it all right now I just wanna say I feel down...

Regret

So I told some people some things I really shouldn't have. I have showed some one this blog which I also regret doing. Now I wonder if I should really let out all the things in my heart on this and be 100% truthful when they could be reading this. I don't really know what to do at this point. Life has really seemed to stress me out.